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嗯……那是一个有意思的时代。在90年代早期。 Well, it was an interesting timein the early '90s, I guess.
我说如果你提到那个时侯的话，我会记起一个酒吧叫做 I mean, if you mention that time,Good Mixer。I think of a pub called The Good Mixer,
是一个所有乐队都会去一起喝醉的地方。 which was kind of where all the bands wentand got drunk together.
故事就是从那开始。 It started there.It was a feeling of something happening.
于是以那种方式扩大的话， And then that kind of expanded
直到整个国家都好像变成那个酒吧。 until it seemed like the whole country had become that pub.
这就是故事发生的方式。 That's kind of what happened.
我第一次遇见Gary的时候， I first met Gary, I suppose, at that point
他们的乐队好像正在忙着某事。 where his group seemed to be doing something.
他们在举行巡回演唱。 They did a tour.
当他们每次进行巡回演唱，我们都会去捧场。 On The One did a tour and we were the support band,
他们的风格…… and it was kind of...
我很喜欢。 I liked him.
事实上，那是我最喜欢的乐队之一。 He was the only one in the groupI did like, actually.
但里面有另一个家伙叫做Paul， There was another bloke called Paul,
是我见过最令人讨厌的人。 who was absolutely the biggestpain in the ass I had ever met.
是谁成就了这个乐队？ Who made the band a success?
我想也许Gary不会同意我这么说，但是…你知道，我想说是我。 I think Gary would disagree, but it was...You know, it was me.
我是乐队背后的主要动力。 I was the driving force behind the band.
你要知道，当Gary在角落思索乐曲时， You know, while Gary would be sittingwhistling in the corner,thinking of riffs and stuff。
我在很努力的将乐队凝聚为一个整体。 I'd be powering us forward as a unit
与此同时成为一个有创造力的经纪人。 and basically being creativeand a manager at the same time.
我觉得他会感到十分困惑。 I sensed that he felt very trapped.
他想要出去体验世界和生活。 And he wanted to get out and experience the world and life.
所以我们分手了。 So we broke up.
然后…… And...
对，在这不久后他遇见了Dora。 Yeah, it wasn't very long after that he met Dora.
他开始和这个曾经跟我交往过的Dora交往， He started going out with this girl called Dora that I used to go out with,
我的确不喜欢这个人 and after wanting to kind of really dislike this person
更不用说他和我的前女友交往 and even maybe thinking I might, you know,hit him for going out with my ex-girlfriend,
我跟我前女友很友好的结束， we ended up getting on really well,
因为她很喜欢他而结束。 and I, you know, ended up really liking him.
我经常碰到Gary， I see Gary all the time.You know, I see him...
我的确是经常碰到他，但是…… I see him... I do, I see him a lot, but...
你知道，我想念以前的他，很想。 You know, I miss who he was, you know,I miss... I miss that.
但是我从未想过他是如此出名。 But I never thought this is how he'd get famous, you know.
不久前他刚搬到纽约的时候，我跟他聊过天 Well, I spoke to him a while ago when he moved to New York
他跟Dora一起，我想是的。 to be with Dora, I think.
他找到我，问了我一个问题 And he rang me and just asked me a question,
“你知道John Lennon住在哪吗？”我说“不知道” "Do you know where John Lennon lived?" And I said, "No."
他知道他以前住在哪，只是…… He knew where he lived. It was...
他妻子告诉我他已经去世了。 It was his way of telling me that he'd gone for good.
你能不能开下暖气？ Can you turn the heat up?
我都出汗了。 I'm sweating.
-我爱你。 -我也爱你 - Love you.- I love you, too.
好了，这是Mega-Life，“回到学校”的30秒版本。 Okay, this is Mega-Life, "Back to School,"30 seconds, version one.
嘿，一切顺利？ Hey, is everything okay?
你必须改掉艺术家的坏习惯，好吗？ You've got to cut out this artistic crap, okay?
你这是在赶跑客户。 You're weirding out the clients.
你这是什么意思？ So, what do you mean?
-他能听到我说话吗？ - 不。 - Can he hear me?- No.
Norman认为在Mega-Life演奏的时候， Norman said Mega-Life played you an acoustic piece
你可以加入一些伴奏， so you could do a sound-alike,
不单只是那该死的长笛独奏和一些低音。 and you gave them a fucking flute solo and some slap bass.
我是凭着直觉演奏，而且那并不是低音。 I went with my instinct. And it wasn't slap bass.
当然，我希望那是原创音乐并且很棒…… - Well...- I wanted it to be original and great...
但是他们不要“很棒”的音乐， But they don't want "great," okay?
所以他们才来找我们，来找我，Okay? That's why they come to us,that's why they come to me, okay?
因为他们知道他们会获得不错得音乐， Because they know they're going to get,you know, "fine."
对，但是乐曲必须要好。 Yeah, but it has to be good.
糟糕就是好，知道了吗？ Bad is good, okay?
而且不要使用太高深的演奏方式…… And don't use words like "Gershwin" and "Sondheim"
因为他们担心那些东西，他们根本不知道那些是什么意思。 because that scares the shit out of them. They don't know what that means.
他们以为你这是在取笑他们。他们需要的是听起来很“娱乐”的音乐。 They think you're making fun of them.Okay? They want a Cheers sound-alike.
-“娱乐”？ -是的 - Cheers? - Yeah.
-电视节目？ -没错。 - The TV show?- Yeah.
别，请别这样！ Don't, please don't do that. Don't.
这就像第二张专辑那样，我能感觉到。 This is going to be like the second album again, I can feel it.
我不想……你知道吗…… I don't... Do you know...
说真的，我不需要什么你原创的狗屁东西， Seriously, I don't want any of your self-sabotaging bullshit, okay?
只是，请把它弄得糟糕就行了。 Just, please, make it bad.
-行。 -很好。 - Okay.- Yeah.
-好吧好吧，我会弄糟糕点。 -就是这样。 - Okay, I'll make it bad.- Good.
好，晚餐见，好吗？ I'll see you at dinner, okay?
你好，我是Paul。 Paul Bernard.
抱歉，我们迟到了。 - Hey.- Sorry we're late.
没事， 你好。 That's fine. How are you?
你好吗？ 很好。 - How are you?- Good.
很高兴见到你。 Nice to see you.
嗨。 Hi.
我很抱歉，路上塞车。 I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry about Sophie and that ashram.
噢，没关系的。我也刚刚到。 Oh, it's fine. I'll just go next week.
那么……是这样的，Paul要升职了。 So, it's happening.Paul's getting the promotion.
-我高兴死了。 -我也是。 - And I'm totally flipping out.- Mate.
-是正式的。 -什么升职？ - It's official.- What promotion?
-他们给我找了个搭档。 -什么？简直不可思议！快说怎么回事。 - They're making me a partner.- What? That's incredible! Tell us!
我想只是有这么个机会，我不想错过。 - I didn't know that was a possibility.- I just didn't want to jinx it.
你还记得“人生是最好的精神动力”那次的运动不？ You remember the "Life is the greatest refreshment of all" campaign?
他们延长了一年，Jerome dick要去比利时。 They're extending that for another year. That Jerome dick has gone to Belgium.
突然间我就成了主要负责人。 The field is open.Suddenly I've become indispensable.
-不可思议，恭喜你！ -真不可思议。 - That's incredible. Congratulations.- That is incredible.
-激动不？ -很不错。 - Isn't it exciting?- That is really great.
我们将要得到那间乡村小屋。 And we're gonna get the country house for definite.
Terry告诉了Rob的几个朋友，我们正准备着手搬进去，所以…… Terry spoke to Rob's friend,and we're just going to do it, so...
旧公寓的所有东西已经收拾好了。 All that stuff from the old apartment is going straight up there.
你可以成为我们的永久贵宾。 You can be our permanent summer guests.
-真不可思议，恭喜恭喜。 -我真不知如何是好。 - That's incredible. Congratulations.- I don't even know what to do with myself.
-我们来些香槟怎样。 -非常好。 - Let's get some champagne.- Well done.
你可以弄弄那露台。 You can have the two Andys make you that gazebo.
很好，我真不敢相信你居然没告诉我。 Well done.I can't believe you didn't tell me that.
-我想在新房子过圣诞。 -是的…… - I want Christmas in the new house. - Yes...
你有没有告诉Paul关于代理公司的事么？ Have you ever thought of talking to Paul about being part of the agency?
-你知道，这也许会…… -你为什么这么说？ - You know, maybe that could be...- Why do you say that?
我不想这样做。我从来没想过要这样做。 I don't want to do that.I've never wanted to do anything like that.
我知道，只是……我不知道怎么说…… I know. I just... I don't know...
给商业广告配乐这样真的有效果吗？ Does it really seem like scoring commercials and doing it only halfway is really working?
我以为你会喜欢我的特长。 I thought you liked my stuff.
我喜欢，我很欣赏你的才华。 只是…… I do. I think you're incredibly talented.I just...
我觉得这对你来说不合适。 It doesn't seem like half-assing it is really working for you.
只是……我只是希望你快乐，你知道的。 I just...I just want you to be happy, you know?
我是说，不管做还是不做。 I mean, either do it or don't.
一切都跟电影配乐或者纪录片一样。 Everything is with an eye toward film composition, documentaries.
我必须从某处开始。 I have to start somewhere.
开始？你已经干这行7年了。 Start? You've been doing it for seven years.
-自从乐队解散。 -好吧…… - Ever since the band broke up.- Well...
我是说，你要知道，我喜欢写歌的人。 I'm just saying, you know,I liked the guy who was writing songs.
也许是因为在你离开乐队之后你会有进步。 Maybe it was because it was after the group and you had something to prove.
但是现在……如果你要放弃的话， But now it's just like,if you're going to give up,
你或许只能去中心城市教音乐。 you might as well go teach music in the inner city.
等等！首先我要声明，我没有要放弃，好不好？ One thing. One thing. I haven't given up.All right?
第二，你是说要我选择？ Secondly, are you telling me that is my choice?
去中心城市教音乐还是去为那经济公司工作？ To either teach music in the inner city or go and work for the agency?
我只是说你已经这样做了， I'm just saying you're basically doing it anyway,
干嘛不承认？ so why not just commit?
照这样说为艺术馆工作对整个世界都好，是这样吗Dora？ What about working in an art gallery is so good for the world, Dora?
你要知道我清楚我自己对艺术的理解有局限性。 You know,I knew my artistic limitations, okay?
-所以我们到此为止。-我没说你有局限性。 - That's what we're getting to.- I'm not saying you're limited.
我只是怀疑。 I'm just saying I dealt with it.
如果你想你后半辈子就这样过的话，随便你。 You know, if you want to do this for the rest of your life, that's fine.
但是别想得到我的尊重， Okay? Be my guest.But you can't ask me to respect it.
-或者支持。 -好吧。 - Or support it.- Okay.
你知道吗？你太敏感了，你觉得一切都是一种攻击。 And you know what? You're so sensitive,you think everything is an attack.
-爱你。 -我也爱你。 - Love you.- I love you, too.
我很抱歉之前伤害了你的感受。 I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings before.
不，没关系。你说得对。 No, it's okay. You're right.
我脱了我的手表， I'm taking off my watch,
所以你也该把鞋子脱了。 so you're supposed to take off your street shoes.
这样比较好。 They said cords were okay.
别担心。 Don't worry.
我觉得你太完美了。 I think you look perfect.
谢谢。 Thank you.
我叫Gary。 I'm Gary.
幸会。 A pleasure.
如果你用心感觉 If you pay close attention
闭上眼睛 and close your eyes
你可以从我嘴唇上感觉到我的心跳。 you can feel a heartbeat in my lips.
那样你感觉不到的。 You can't feel it like that.
六点钟你能在这让那些人疏通一下下水道么？ Can you be here at 6:00 to let the guys in to fix the drain?
嗯。 Yeah.
-祝你愉快。 -谢谢。 - Have a good day.- Thanks.
现在能放一下原来的么？ This time could we just hear a bit of the original please?
谢谢。 Thank you.
明晚晚饭后有什么打算么？ Wanna do something fun for dinner tomorrow night?
-嗯，比如说…… -我不清楚。 - Yeah, like what?- I don't know.
想去拜访谁或者有想去的地方？ Anyone you want to see? Any place you want to go?
我不知道。 I don't know.
那我来想，给你点惊喜。 I'll think of something fun. I'll surprise you.
你不应该说出来的。 You shouldn't have said anything.
-那算了。 -不，我很乐意。 - We don't have to. - No, I want to.
好吧。 Okay.
-你打算一直看下去？ -我只想吧这章看完。 - Are you going to read for a long time?- I'm just going to finish this chapter.
我明天得早起。 I have to get up early.
好吧。 Okay.
-我爱你。 -我也是。 - Love you.- Me, too.
你好啊。 Hello.
真高兴能再次见到你。 I'm so excited to see you again.
能告诉我名字么？ Could you please tell me your name?
我叫Anna。 I'm Anna.
我叫Gary。 I'm Gary.
你好吗？ How are you?
我很好。 I'm fine, Gary.
Gary，我完全属于你。 I'm all for you.
该死！ Fuck it.
真该死！ Fuck it!
-怎么了？你没事吧？ -只是做了个噩梦。 - What is it? Are you okay?- Just had a nightmare.
-什么噩梦？ -不知道。 - About what?- I don't know.
我迷失在黑暗里，或者溺水或者别的什么。 I was blind and lost, or drowning or something.
-别紧张。 -睡不着了。 - Try to relax. - Rats were eating my pillow.
属于你 For you.
属于你，属于你，属于你 For you. For you. For you.
属于你 For you.
-别进来，我在里面！ -什么？ - Don't come in, I'm in here!- What?
我只是…… I was just...
-噢，老天。 -什么？ - Oh, my God.- What?
大清早的，你不觉得这很怪异么？ It's 7:00 in the morning. Do you know how weird that is?
-额……有时候我只是……你知道的。 -简直太可悲了。 - Well, sometimes I just... You know?- This is so sad.
你太龌龊了。 You're a fucked-up person.
Dora，听我说，我不是……老天，我不知道…… Dora, listen, I don't... Christ, I don't know...
你有病。最好去检查一下。 You have problems. Make sure you scrub out the sink.
Gary？你在吗？ Gary? Gary? Are you here?
回答我！ Gazo!
嘿，你见过她吗？ Hey, mate. Have you seen her yet?
-她在那！噢不。你见过她？ -没有。 - Here she is! No. Have you seen her?- No.
她又高又辣，穿得很暴露，邪恶的那种。 She's, like, sort of tall and hot,in a kind of short, ugly way.
Paul，她为什么来这里？你个白痴！ Paul, why is she coming here?You're such an idiot.
你会被被人发现的。被Terry知道怎么办？ Someone's going to see you.What if Terry finds out?
-都已经发生了，不是么？ -没错。你打算怎么办？ - Then it's curtains, isn't it?- Exactly. How can it be worth it?
你在说什么呀？我又要开始旅行了。 What are you talking about, worth it?It's like being on tour again.
她想成为体操运动员。 She wants to be a gymnast.
你要知道那小妞身体有多灵活。 Have you any ideahow flexible those chicks can get?
-体操运动员？她以为她还小啊，11岁？ -我也是这么跟她说的！ - A gymnast? What is she, 11 years old?- That's what I said to her!
我说：“对体操运动员来说你的咪咪太大了。” I said,"Your tits are too big to be a gymnast."
因为必须要平……就像中国的那些超人。（- -||） Because they've got to be flat and, like, super Chinese, you know?
你为什么会出现在这里？ Why are we in a fucking hobbit hole?
我只是来查点东西。 We're not in a hobbit hole.I'm just checking some things out.
别碰我的书！ Don't touch my books.
听着，你经常做梦么？ Listen, do you have a lot of dreams?
-什么意思？- 是这样，你做过那样的梦么？ - What does that mean?- Well, do you have dreams?
就像，我也不太清楚，梦到一些东西， Like, I don't know, dreams that, when you're sleeping, that you have one night,
然后第二天晚上还会继续梦到。我不是说同样的梦， and then the next night you have it again.I don't mean the same dream,
而是接着上次所梦到的。 but say, one closely related to the one you had before?
额。我不知道，也许吧，我连自己做过什么梦都不记得了。 Well, I don't know, probably.I don't really remember my dreams.
除非有些东西留在我小弟弟上，你知道我在说什么。 Unless I leave a little something in my PJ's,if you know what I'm saying.
额，是的，就是…… Well, yeah. This is...
全是关于小弟弟的梦，只是没有留下“某些东西”。 These are all PJ dreams, but without the "leaving something."
那两样我都有，只是……很神奇。 I've had a couple of them and they just...They were amazing.
我想我知道是怎么回事了。 I just thought I'd find out about it.
好吧，这样，我给你描述一下， Okay, well, now you come to mention it,
我曾经梦到我杀了一个人， I did have a dream once where I killed a man,
感觉很爽。 which is pretty cool.
然后我上了我老妈。 And I fucked my mother.
我开玩笑的！我只是开玩笑！ I'm kidding. I'm kidding.
不，不是！这很变态，但是我感觉很好，是的，我喜欢。 No, I'm not. But it was sick. I didn't enjoy it.Yes, I did.
听着，不要告诉Dora我说过这些，因为这听起来很糟。 Look, don't tell Dora I said that because that's, like, bad.
是很糟。 That is bad.
-她在那。 -是她吗？ - There she is.- This her?
对对，她在等我。 Yeah, she's waiting for me.
-喂，喂，你在干嘛？ -嗨。 - Hey. Hey, how're you doing?- Hi.
-别。 - 好吧。 - Don't kiss me.- Okay.
这是Gary，他在我手下工作。 This is Gary. He works for me.
-嗨。 -嗨。Gary。 - Hi.- Hi, Gary.
-你是键盘手？ -对。 - You're the keyboardist?- Yeah.
-Tica 里有个“T”。 - Tica with a "T." - Hi.
-噢，哇。我是你的忠实粉丝。-噢，谢谢。 - Oh, wow. I'm just such a big fan. - Oh, thank you.
她是，真的，她记得Checkpoint Carlos.里的所有词。 She is, honestly. She knows all the words to Checkpoint Carlos.
她喜欢在睡觉的时候哼。 She likes to hum it when we're in bed.
你还喜欢其他的歌吗？ Do you like any of the other songs?
Checkpoint Carlos真的是我最爱之一。 Checkpoint Carlos is really one of my favorite ones.
我们最好从这鬼地方出去，我们还有事干。 We should get the hell out of here because we've got stuff to do.
你去换衣服然后打电话给我的助手 You make up those changes and call my assistant,
她知道我要干嘛，好吗？ -行。 - because she'll know where I am, okay?- All right.
-放松点。 -慢慢来。 - Take it easy.- Don't slap it.
随便了，爽去咯。 Whatever, let's rock.
打扰一下。 Excuse me?
这些是解梦的书吗？ Can you tell me, do these books tell you what your dreams mean?
对，是的，你会找到你想知道的。 Yeah. Yeah, those books will tell you everything you need to know.
你看看这里， But see this book right here?
你能找到你想知道的所有鬼东西。 I mean, this book will tell you shit you didn't even want to know.
就是说，比如《周公解梦》什么的。 I mean, because, like, Alan Weigert's like the John Grisham of lucid dreaming.
抱歉，什么比如？ All right. Of what, sorry?
你想知道提示？ You want a tip?
当然，怎么了？ Yeah, what?
你想了解梦和梦的意义，对吧？ You want to learn about dreams and dreaming, right?
对啊。这相当有趣，没错。 Yeah. It seems interesting, yeah.
这样，我给你介绍个地方。 Okay. I've got a place you should go.
OK。 Okay.
-一切都会过去的，亲爱的。 -继续继续，最好哭出来。 - Everything is going to be okay, honey.- Go on. Go on, cry your eyes out.
你个死变态！要是你再这样做一次，我就报警了。 You're a sick human.If it happens again, Mel, I'll call the cops.
-这没什么大不了，拜托。 -他们只是孩子，老天。 - They were egging me on, man.- They're children, for God's sake.
你知道孩子的内心有多黑暗吗？ -不，我不知道。 - You know how dark kids can be?- No, I don't.
人小鬼大。 Little horrible adults in tiny bodies.I didn't do anything.
我听到你刚才所说的。你应该称一个7岁的小女孩为自恋狂。 I heard you, Mel. You can't call a seven-year-old girl a vapid narcissist.
他们就站在那里，在镜子里注视着自己！ They just stand there,staring at themselves in a mirror!
他们必须看着镜子，这是训练的一部分。 They're supposed to be looking in the mirror. It's part of the exercise.
-别对我发脾气。 - Turn-out into pas de bour閑.- Don't be mad at me
你只是讨厌你自己。 just because you hate yourself.
-6点过后这房子是我的了。 -什么？你刚才说什么？ - At 6:00 the room is mine.- What? What did you say?
-你听到了的。 -重复一下刚才你说的。 - You heard me.- There is always going to be some overlap.
这个小房间，我们试着让它有点用处。 It's a small room.We're trying to make it work.
听着，你要再跟我的小姑娘们说这些话 Listen, you speak to one of my girls like that again,
后果很严重。 there will be consequences.
-小气鬼！ -小骚货！ - Meanie!- Lolita!
看到了么,宝贝？就像我老爸一样。 See, honey? Just like my father.
-Anabella，果冻拿来了没？ -你说星期二才用到。 - Anabella, did you bring the Jell-O? - You said pudding on Tuesday.
-HI。 -哟，伙计！空手道在7点。 - Hi.- Yo, my man! Karate's at 7:00.
不是，我是来听解梦的。是这里吗？ No, no. I'm here for the dreaming.This is the lucid dreaming group?
-没错。 -太好了。 - Yeah.- Great.
活得不开心？来找解脱？ Unhappy with your life?Looking for some control?
也许，是的。 Maybe, yeah.
我们开始吧，伙计们！ Let's get to it, people!
-好吧，Constance 和 Bomba? -在。 - All right, Constance and Bomba?- Yeah?
你们一起，Rita 和 Shiraz跟我来。 You team. Rita and Shiraz, you hook up.
快，进去，坐好。给他让一下。 Come on. Get in, get in, get in. Look at it.Check it out. Open up. Open up for him.
就这样, Sherry你先来。 Yoshi, Sherry, you do that, you pair up.
嗯……在这个房间里都是这些人 ...like, through the rooms, and there was all these people.
他们都在这里，你知道。 People are in there, you know?
然后，都是关于梦的那些事 And then, the thing about it is, you know...
听着，你其实不需要看Alan Weigert的那些书 Look, you don't want to read any of those books by Alan Weigert.
-真的？为什么，他们看起来还不错。 -那会误导你。 - Really? Why not? They seem pretty good.- They're illusion.
我是说虚构的部分，他出卖了你。 They should be in the fiction section.He's a sellout.
你需要的是面对现实。你需要的是真相。 What you want are hard-hitting facts.What you need is the truth.
这是我自己写的，从第一章开始。 I wrote it myself. Begin at Chapter 1.
你睡觉前要看看你的手，就是这样 You gotta look at your hands just before you go to sleep. That's the thing.
这是解梦最重要的环节 That's the biggest thing in a lucid dream.
你必须研究每条线，每个关节以及缺陷。 You gotta, you know, study each lineand crack and imperfection.
要在脑海中留下深刻的印象， Gotta get a long-lasting impression in your mind,
因为他们是你梦里的定心丸。 because they are your safety blanket in the dream state.
只要开始做噩梦 In case the nightmare begins
或者一些有压力的事，创造出一个梦魔， or some stressful event creates a dream monster,
你在你睡着的时候必须用这项技术去阻止它。 you have to use this technique to stop itwhile you're still sleeping.
-不然的话你就会被惊醒…… -抱歉，你是说“梦魔”？ - Otherwise, you'll wake up...- Sorry, did you say "dream monster"?
-没错。 -你开玩笑吧…… - Yeah.- You're kidding.
不。比如说被枪击，失足摔落或者是被追逐， No. It's like getting shot, falling down,or being chased around,
这些都是梦魔的典型作用。 all the classic side effects of a dream monster.
-这样看来并不是真的像一个怪物？ -大概是。 - So it's not like a real monster?- Could be.
对一些人来说，是一种被踢出梦境的感觉。 To some people, it's a feeling that knocks them out of the dream.
其他的一些人也许是个巨大的提线木偶，这因人而异。 For others, it's a giant Muppet.It's different for everybody.
当你睡觉之前 And the thing about when you go to sleep,you fall asleep,
先找到等的开关， as soon as you do,you look for light switches, right?
把它连续开关几次之后， You turn them on and off, inside,indoor light switches, to see what happens.
然后看着镜子里的自己，最好是那样 If you find a mirror or you look in a mirror,it's very good.
如果你已经知道自己在做什么梦 If you already know what you want your dream to be about,
那时有没有可能去控制它 then how can you get that going?Is that possible?
因此，这就是第7章要说的，不要跳过。 Well, that's in Chapter 7,but don't skip around
因为那是一个过程 because there's a math to it.
哟！跆拳道的，搞什么？不会敲门吗？我还要2分钟。 Yo! Karate chop! What the fuck?Knock, knock. I got two more minutes.
-出去等。 -他们有剑。 - Go wait outside.- They have swords.
每个星期，这些好战者都早到…… Every week, these fucking warmongers...
这是一个充满情感的探索 It's a full-on emotional exploration.
并不危险，但是有时候这是一种情感上的警告。 It's not dangerous,but sometimes it's emotionally alarming.
准备一下好吗？看那本书。 Just a preparation, okay? Read the book.
好吗？就是这个。不，别看那些了，不是Weigert那些。 Okay? That's it. Not that guy. Not...Not the Weigert guy.
好了，大伙们走吧，今天就这样了。 All right, everybody, let's go. That's good.That's enough for today.
她没事吧？ She okay?
我第一次遇见Mel是在伯克利，1962年，我就读麻省理工大学。 When I first met Mel in 1962 at Berkeley,I was at MIT.
我爸跟我说“永远不要去加利福尼亚，那里很恶心。” My father said,"Never go to California, it's full of shit."
因为他是个领航员， Because he was a pilot, he wasconvinced that the United States were tilted
他认为那里是美国藏污纳垢的地方。 and all the crap, dirt and filthslid towards California, Berkeley.
他说：“绝对不要去那里” He said, "Never go there."
但我还是去了那里，那里到处都是该死的嬉皮士， I went there and I did find that filthy hell hole
但是我在那里很开心。 full of stupid hippies,but I enjoyed myself there.
我就是那时遇到Mel，没错。 That's when I first met Mel, yeah.
他属于那里。 He belonged there.
你在那干什么？你住在厕所里面？ What are you doing in there?Are you on the toilet?
给我一分钟，就好了。 Yeah, I'll... I'll be done in a minute.
把风扇打开。 Turn the fan on.
我希望你等我上床了再出来 I wish you had waited till I got ready for bed.
抱歉抱歉，马上就好了 Sorry. Sorry. I'm almost finished.
你又在里面“玩自己”？ Are you in there playing with yourself again?
我的天…… Light a match.
我爱你。 Love you.
我也是。 Me, too.
我以为再也见不到你了。 I thought I'd never see you again.
我来了。 I'm here.
你愿意跟我做爱吗？ Will you make love to me?
嗯。 Yes.
一整天？ All day long?
当然。 Of course.
-即使筋疲力尽？ -无所谓。 - Even after it hurts too much to continue?- Anything.
我们能生个孩子吗？ Can we make babies?
我开玩笑罢了…… I'm just kidding.
记住…… Remember...
能否做好某一件事取决与你自己。 Everything you need to make it great is in you.
看你的手，快！ Look at your hands, quick!
怎么了？ What's up?
抱歉，没事，又是噩梦。 Sorry, nothing. It's just the same old stuff.
-Gary？ -在卧室！稍等。 - Gary?- In the bedroom! Wait one second.
我刚才看到Angel，他说他们准备要重新装修整个大厅。 I just saw Angel. He said they're going to redo the entire lobby.
-噢，等等。 -你在干嘛？ - Oh, wait.- What are you doing?
听着，我很抱歉弄得一团糟，我会清理的。 Look, I'm sorry about the mess, okay? I'll have that cleaned up.
你知道，我夜里睡不着 You know,I've not been sleeping or anything.
所以我认为这样会安静一点。 So I just thought the best thing would be to get it really quiet.
等等 等等，这看起来太恐怖了。 Wait, wait. This looks totally horrible.
警报声昨晚太大声了，我根本睡不着。 That siren last night was so loud, I was screwed.
-我今天上班的时候就像个行尸走肉。 -我打电话到公司，你并不在那。 - I was like a zombie at work today.- I called you at work. You weren't there.
是的，我提起回来弄这个了。 Yeah. I cut out early to get this stuff set up.
你不认为这样会好一点？我是说，我们会睡得更香。 Don't you think it's a good idea?I mean, we'll sleep so much better.
-我睡得很好。 -没事的，相信我。 - I sleep fine.- It'll be good. Trust me.
Gary，你这是太缺乏考虑了。 Gary, this is insanely inconsiderate.
我真不相信你动手之前没跟我讨论一下。 I can't believe you've done this without even consulting me.
这样空气都不流通了，这对你不好。 Now we're going to breathe in all this foam?It can't be good for you.
里面全是含氯氟氢或者什么。 It's full of chloro-fluorocarbons or whatever.
Dora，我这也是为了你。 Dora, I'm doing this for you, too.
我把这些清理掉，你不注意都不会发现它们。 I'm going to tidy up.You won't even know it's there.
你简直疯了，至少不能把它弄成白色？ This is crazy.Don't they at least make it in white?
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
老天爷，Gary，我在看书。你怎么回事？ Jesus Christ, Gary, I'm reading.What's wrong with you?
我又怎么了？你他妈的怎么回事？ What's wrong with me?What the fuck is wrong with you?
你怎么这样对我？ Why are you doing this to me?
你又做噩梦了？ Are you having nightmares again?
基本上，但是我还想继续睡，天啊，Dora！ I mean, basically, but I still want to sleep.Jesus, Dora!
开什么玩笑，你就不能去别的房间看？ You're kidding me.Can't you read in the other room?
-真他妈的无礼。 -自己在一个房间我会害怕。 - This is so fucking rude.- I get scared in there alone.
噢！你会害怕，我的天，这里是卧室！ Oh, you get scared. Jesus.It's the living room.
为什么你就不能对我好点？我很不舒服。 Why can't you be nice to me?I don't feel well. I take care of you.
-好吧，你又怎么了？ -我喉咙发痒。 - Okay, what's wrong with you then?- I've got a tickle in my throat.
上帝啊！你想要我怎么做？ Jesus Christ!What do you want me to do about it?
你真是个混蛋，知道吗？我从来不会这样对你。 You're a real jerk, you know that?I would never do this to you.
你最好是继续做你的噩梦，吓得你尿裤子。 I hope you have terrifying nightmares.I hope you shit your pants.
对不起。 I'm sorry.
我很抱歉，我爱你。 I'm sorry, I love you.
他们在那，嗨，伙计们。 Here they are. Hi, guys.
-抱歉，我们…… -嗨。 - Sorry, we're...- Hi.
一切都顺利？ Is everything all right?
- Terry!- Terry!
这到底怎么了？ What's that all about?
她偷看我的e-mail， She broke into my e-mail, okay?
她发现了一封信……就是上次那个女孩的 She found a letter from that girl who I've been seeing a little bit.
Tica里有个“T”？ 噢，我的天！ Tica with a "T"? Oh, my God!
我跟她只是一种很普通的交往。 It was just kind of...It was regular kind of girl shit, you know?
但是她却胡思乱想的跟我闹， But then she added this fantasy where she kind of ended up
我不小心就摔了她的手还打飞了她两颗牙。 with me breaking her arm and knocking a couple of her teeth out!
什么叫好，这就叫好，你知道吗？但当你老婆看了它 Which is fine, that's fine, you know?But when your wife reads it,
你会发现，完蛋了。 you realize that, you know, it's wrong.
-好吧，这很严重！ -是吗？我不知道，你知道？ - Well, this is serious!- Is it? I don't know, you know.
我想我很乐意Terry离开。 I thought I'd be more frightened of Terry leaving.
但是这就像……就像是一个很刺激的期望。 But it's kind of like...It's like an exciting prospect.
我现在不知所措， You know, I'm kind of a bit of a hotshot at work at the moment, you know?
这就像我们乐队将要解散的那时候 It's like I haven't felt like this since the band.
该怎么看待？我不知道。 It's like being on tour, you know?
我不知道女人如何看待我， Women kind of look at me differently.I don't know.
我只能走一步看一步，你知道吗？ I'm just going to see how things go,you know?
同时，我希望她会住嘴 In the meantime,I wish she would just shut up
回她娘家，因为，我没办法。 and go to her mother's because I'm just, you know...
你怎么了？你看起来很累。 What's wrong with you? You look terrible.
我睡眠很不好，你知道的…… My sleeping's all screwy, you know...
对了，那些梦，怎么样了？ Right, the dream stuff. How's that going?
是，感觉很好，我感觉就像个白痴在说这些，但是…… Yeah, things are very good.I feel like an idiot saying this, but...
我梦到一个女孩，她很棒，她爱我。 I have this girl and she's amazing.I mean, she loves me.
她充满热情，有活力，很诱人。 She's passionate and supportive and inspiring.
我不清楚，就像我说的，我觉得我这样说很蠢，但是…… I don't know, like I said,I feel like an idiot saying this, but...
我真的搞不清楚，我只是…… I don't know, I just... I just...
我读了这些书，他们教我如何控制自己的梦境 I read these books, right,they teach you how to control your dreams.
虽然说有点荒谬，但是我感觉很好。 I mean, it's ridiculous, but I feel good.
我很久没有感觉那么棒了。 And I haven't felt good about myself in such a long time.
我跟你说，就像我刚开始和Dora交往的时候。 I'll tell you,it was just like the early days with Dora.
天，听起来不错。 God, that sounds great.
是非常好，因为在里面我没有烦恼。 That sounds so great because there are no problems.
你也不会被抓到。 You can't get caught.
借我一本你的解梦书。 You should lend me one of your dream books.
-不是吧。 -没错，那时我就可以在梦里去找一个女朋友。 - No, thanks.- Yeah, and then I can get a dream girlfriend,
到那时我们就可以一起双双去约会了。 and then we can, you know,we can double up.
或者更好，我们还可以交换。 Or better yet, we can swap.
-我不想跟你换。 -考虑考虑啊。 - I don't want to swap.- Consider it.
Terry去哪了？ So where's Terry?
-她回娘家了。 -太好了！ - She's gone to her mother's.- Yes!
不是…… I didn't...
你拿NyQuil去做什么？ What did you do with the NyQuil?
在药箱里找不着了？ Is it not in the medicine cabinet?
你想那样做吗？ Do you want to do that?
你想和其他的女人有暧昧邮件来往吗？ Do you want to have sex e-mails with some bimbo?
这真是糟透了，你知道这有多离谱吗？ That's so fucked up.Do you know how dark that is?
等一下，那只是个邮件。我们都不知道他有没有骗我们。 Hold on. It was just an e-mail.We don't know that he's cheating.
噢，拜托！别袒护他，回答我。 Oh, come on. Don't do that.Don't defend him. It's me.
你有没有想过那样的事？ Do you think about stuff like that?
想过什么？ What's thinking about something?You know, what...
你还不如问我有想过自杀吗？好吧，是的，我想过。 You could say, do I think about suicide?Well, yes, I do think about it.
我会去做吗？，好吧，很糟糕的例子…… Would I do it?Well, you know, bad example...
-很好，那就是说你想过咯。-没有！我只是开玩笑！ - Right. So you do think about it.- No, I'm kidding. I'm kidding!
-看在上帝的份上，这太抽象了！你要我怎么回答。 -明摆着了。 - For Christ's sake, it's so abstract!- The relationship is on the line.
-我有没有想过？ -真令人沮丧。 - Do I think about something?- It's depressing.
-你想要我告诉你什么？ -实话实说怎么样？ - What do you want me to tell you?- How about the truth?
-好吧，你有想过吗？ -没，没有，虽然有很多机会。 - Okay, do you think about it?- No, I don't, and I have a lot of opportunity.
-等等，你什么意思？ -我很受男人欢迎，明白了？ - Sorry, what does that mean?- Guys like me. They make it clear.
那就去跟他们上床啊，我不在乎。 Go fuck one of them, then. What do I care?It's not like we do.
但是我不想，Gary！ 这是重点！ I don't want to, Gary! That's the point!
天啊，没人会大清早的打飞机！ Jesus, nobody jerks off at 7:00 in the morning
除非他真的很不开心！ unless they're really unhappy!
而且我肯定在想的人不是我！ And it's sure as shit not me you're thinking about in there!
我不知道怎么去回答你，好不好？ I don't know how to respond to this, okay?
别把我跟Paul扯到一块，因为他弄得一团糟！ Don't lump me in with Paul because he's fucked up.
我们好像也向那个方向发展 It just seems like we're heading in that direction
如果我们不想那样结束的话，最好现在讲清楚。 and if we're going to end up like that,it's better to talk about it now.
-我们能谈一些正常的吗？ -谈什么？ - We could have a normal conversation.- Conversation about what?
关于我在过去三年里看的电视 About how I've watched more TV in the last three years
都比我一生跟你要一起的时间多。 than I have in my whole life because of you.
我们什么都没做成并且你一直都很沮丧，你知道吗？ We don't do anything and you're always the depressive, you know?
每次发生在你身上，也许我也需要一点鼓励，你知道吗？ Does it ever occur to you that maybe I need a little cheering up, you know?
而我就应该例外？ That I want to feel special?
我不认为你需要鼓励，我想你需要卫生巾。 I don't think you do need cheering up.I think you need tampons.
很好的反应，去你妈的。 What a response. Fuck you.
-我烦透了这些…… -Dora！ - I'm so tired of this...- Dora!
-我不能再呆在这里了。 -Dora！拜托，我很抱歉。 - I can't sit around here anymore.- Dora! Come on, I'm sorry.
-走吧！再弄乱一点，去野营什么的…… -我干嘛要道歉？ - Go! Be messy, and go camping...- What am I apologizing for?
过你想过的生活，开跑车，随便你！-上帝，简直不可理喻。 ...and live life and drive race cars!- Jesus Christ, I'll just put you in a cab.
你还好吧？你看起来很紧张。 Are you okay? You look tense.
我有吗？靠，我感觉像是在骗人。 Do I? Shit. I feel like such a liar.
-你有什么要必须去骗人的？ -你啊，还有这一切。 - What do you have to lie about?- You. This.
Gary，你是个好人，你并没做错什么。 Gary, you're a good person.You haven't done anything wrong.
但是为什么我总是很忧郁？为什么我觉得我所做的都很糟？ Then why am I so anxious all the time?Why do I feel like everything I do is bad?
风吹在脸上的感觉真不错。 It's nice to feel the breeze on my face.
我认为我们的关系不是像Dora想的那样复杂。 I think our relationship wasless complicated than his one with Dora.
但是我想他是因为收到了复杂的人的挑战。 But I think he was challenged by complicated people.
受到那些令他感到害怕的人的挑战。 He was challenged by people who scared him.
Dora令他感到害怕。 Dora scared him.
-Dora？ -嗨。 - Dora?- Hi.
嘿，你在干什么？ Hey. What are you doing?
Ellen不得不取消去威尼斯的旅程。 Ellen had to cancel her trip to Venice.
我不得不在最后一秒作出决定，我准备去她住的地方。 I had to decide at the last second,but I'm going to go in her place.
代表美术馆去那对我来说是件大事。 It's a big deal for me representing the gallery over there.
等等，你开玩笑？ Wait, are you kidding?
这是个好消息，但是你也不跟我商量下？ This is great news,but you didn't want to consult me?
为什么？Gary？ Why should I, Gary?
你知道，我认为我们最好分开一段时间。 You know, I mean, I think it's probably the best thing that we have some time apart.
-我不能使你高兴起来。 -最好？ - I'm not making you happy...- Best thing?
……你也使我不高兴，那么…… -打住，我令你不开心？ ...you're not making me happy, so...- Hang on, I'm not making you happy?
噢，拜托。面对现实吧，别扯了好吗？ Oh, come on.Let's just cut the bullshit, okay?
-这太荒谬了。 -这一切彻底变得…… - This is ridiculous.- The whole thing has just gotten totally...
我只是担心，我害怕变得孤独，你知道吗？ It's just fear, you know?I'm just afraid of being alone.
我不想牵扯这一切了。 I don't want to get into the whole thing.
我也不会声明什么，我只是想这么做。 I'm not saying anything official.I just want to go and do this.
-很好，但别这样走。-拜托。 - That's fine. But don't go like this.- Come on.
当我走后你和你的白痴朋友可以随心所欲了。 You and your idiot friend can do whatever you want while I'm gone.
我真的不在乎。 I really don't care.
Pual已经从Terry家搬出去了。 Paul has moved out of Terry's.
我想等我回来的时候在她家待一段时间按。 I'm thinking I might stay there for a few days when I get back.
好极了。 That's fine.
你做什么随便你，但是别把一切怪到我头上。 You do whatever you have to do, all right?But don't blame me for everything.
我没有怪到你头上，Gary！这是最主要的。 I'm not blaming you, Gary!That's the whole point.
只是不再有趣了，我一直觉得我糟透了。 It's just not fun anymore.I feel lousy about myself all the time.
这就是我感觉到的。 And that's how I feel.
今天不能再这样做了，我关节痛死了。 I can't do this today.It makes my joints ache.
你带护照了吗？ Do you have your passport?
带了。 Yeah.
Okay.
这就是你要说的？你真像个死人。 Of course that's all you have to say.You're such a dead person.
你好像只是不存在，总是心不在焉的。 You're just so absent. You're so absent.
你怎么会变成这样？你到底怎么了？ How did you get like this?What's wrong with you?
-你跟我在一起的时候也是这样。-不不不，Gary。 - That is exactly the way you are with me.- No, no, no, Gary.
你别总是抱怨好吗？你不能用我的话来侮辱我。 You don't just reciprocate the complaint,okay? You can't throw back the same insult.
-我从来没这样做过，倒是你经常这么做。 -噢，老天爷！再见！ - I never do that. That's what you always do.- Oh, Jesus Christ! Goodbye!
这么说来，你有两个周的空闲时间，对不对？ Think of it this way,you've got two weeks off, right?
Dora不在本地。 Dora is out of town.
你要知道，你可以每晚都做春梦， You know,you can have wet dreams every night,
甚至想干任何事在你所建立的梦里 even work on this nocturnal thing you're developing, you know,
然后试着在现实生活中，你的真实生活关系中。 and try and put it to use in the real world,you know, in the real-life population.
我是这样想的…… I mean...
-美人儿，你叫什么名字？ - Shawna - What's your name, beautiful?- Shawna.
-你有男朋友没？ -就是你咯甜心。 - And do you have a boyfriend?- Just you, sugar.
回答正确，真讨人喜欢。 Correct answer. Straight A's for Shawna.
除了有钱有势的人你还喜欢什么类型的？ And what do you look for in a guy,other than deep pockets and V. D?
我喜欢风趣的男人。 I like funny guys.
很好，拿我朋友Gary来说，如果他是一个风趣的男人， Well, take my friend Gary here, okay?Now, if he was a funny guy,
其实他并不是，但是让我们假设他是， okay, and he's not by the way,but let's pretend he is,
如果他是个风趣的男人，他是不是你喜欢的类型？ if he was a funny guy,could he be your type?
噢，当然。 Oh, sure.
知道吗，她想成为一名歌手。 You know, Shawna can be inspiring.She wants to be a singer.
-说唱歌手。 -那更好！ - A rapper.- Even better!
Shawna，想不想在Gary身上摇滚一下？ Shawna, don't you want to rock Gary's mic?
嗯。 Yeah.
加油Gary，让我来摇动你吧。 Come on, Gary. Let me rock your mic.
OK！这样就够了！ Okay! That's fine!
噢，留下他，Shawna！ Oh, make him stay, Shawna!
别，你很棒。明天我打电话给你。 Please, you've been great.I'm going to call you tomorrow.
回来，别害羞。 Come back, Shane.
Anna?
Hey, Gary.
你要来威尼斯吗？ Are you coming to Venice?
你是Dora的朋友，是吗？ You're friends with Dora, right?
他认识她。 He knows her.
嗨，她想要摇一下。 Hey, Gaz. She's going to rock the mic.
噢，靠！ Oh, shit!
Gary并不怕拒绝。 Gary didn't fear rejection.
Gary担心的是变得平庸 What Gary feared was being a mediocre talent,
他太正直了。 which, to be brutally honest, he was.
嘿，Gary！你怎么了？ Hey, Gary! What happened to you?
我还以为你去参加了别的。 I thought you were going to be a new addition.
抱歉，最近我真的很忙。 Yeah, I'm sorry.I've just been real busy, you know?
-听着，你有时间吗？ -额，实际上我正要去工作。 - Listen, do you have a minute?- Well, I'm actually on my way to work.
-如果你愿意边走边说的话。 -工作？等等，这个不是你的工作？ - So, if you want to walk me, it's okay.- Work? Hang on, isn't this your job?
你不能吃安眠药，老兄。 You can't take sleeping pills, man.That's Dream Science 101.
但是那本书里没说不行。 Well, it doesn't say anything in the book about not doing it.
这是一个相当重要的警告，书里有说。 I mean, that's quite a major warning, right?It should say so.
这就是为什么你的梦是乱七八糟的 That's where all the incoherence and the melting faces
梦魔产仔了，老兄。这就像邀请了一群捣蛋鬼去参加一个可怜的派对。 and the dream monsters breed, man.That's like inviting gremlins to a pool party.
嘿，帮我下。 Hey, see if you can help me with this, huh?
听着，我不知道。我已经看过Alan Weigert的书了。 See, I don't know, Mel.I've been reading this guy, Alan Weigert,
里面说我应该好好泡个澡…… and he says that you should take long baths...
Alan Weigert?我告诉过你不要看那垃圾！ Alan Weigert?I told you not to read that crap!
Alan Weigert是个垃圾。我认识他，你不认识。 Alan Weigert is a scummer and a sell-out.I know him. You don't know him.
-你说什么？你认识他？ -他是个变态，一个该死的资本家。 - What do you mean, you know him?- He's a sick man and a goddamn capitalist.
-等等呢个，你怎么知道…… -你应该清楚叛徒是什么吧？老兄。 - Wait, how do you...- Do you know what a traitor is, man?
-谁？他还是我？ -我要去工作了。 - Who, me or him? - Balls. I gotta go to work.
上帝。 Jesus Christ.
Mel...
听着，老兄你应该来跟我们一起。这些问题都是那样解决的。 Look, man, you gotta come to the group.That's where we work these things out.
我不擅长团体活动，我只是需要一些提示，比如…… I'm not good with groups.I just need some tips, like...
还有谁有跟我类似的问题？ Does anybody else have these problems?
对大多数人来说，这只是消遣。 自闭的小孩，中年危机什么的…… For most people, it's recreation.You know, inner child shit, midlife crisis...
-但是对我来说也可能是，对吧？ -我觉得不像这么回事。 -But that's for me, too, though, right?- It's not sounding like it.
你就不能给我一些能帮助我的东西么？ Can't you just give me something to help with the sleeping?
-你吃东西健康不？ -健康？燕麦花卷之类的？ - Do you eat healthy?- Healthy? What, like granola bars?
-那你……那你喜欢锻炼身体不？ 你擅长运动不？ -不，我不喜欢。 - Do you... Do you exercise? You like sports?- Not really, no.
-你慢跑过吗？你有点像慢跑者。 -你觉得我像吗？不，我从来没慢跑过。 - You jog? You look like a jogger.- Do I? No, I don't jog, Mel.
好吧，那你就从这开始，跑到你跑不动为止。你会睡得像个婴儿一样香。 Well, start. Start running. Run till you drop.You'll sleep like a baby.
老天，我从来没这样想过。 God, I never thought of that.
这就对了，没有什么比这更有用的了 Yeah, there's nothing better than blowing it out,
因为没有什么能比这个使你更累了。 because nothing will make you more tired.
老天，我真蠢我怎么就没想到。Mel你真是个天才。 Jeez, I can't believe I didn't think of that.Mel, you're a genius.
如果你要我做什么的话，尽管说…… If there's anything I can ever do for you, then...
-你有50块吗？ -当然。 - You got 50 bucks?- Sure, yeah.
给，把我的名片拿去。我们私下做个交易。 Here, take my card. We'll treat it as a private.
-OK。 -如果你有什么疑惑的话，打电话给我。 - Okay.- If you have any problems, you call me.
谢谢。 Thanks.
-你有邀请函吗，先生？ -没！ - Do you have an invitation, sir?- No!
Gary，只有这样才能控制住，老兄。 Gary, there's only so much you can control, man.
你不能认为你能顾得了所有的东西。 You can't think that you can be in charge of every element.
-为什么不能？这不是重点么？ -不能就是不能。 - Well, why not? Isn't that the whole point? - You just can't.
这不是所有的重点？听着，你还有更进一步的书吗？ No, isn't that the whole point?Listen, do you have a more advanced book?
因为我真的觉得我已经达到了更好的层次。 Because I really feel that I've graduated to a higher level.
-我比一般做梦的人更好。 -我要迟到了，我要迟到了。 - I'm better than the average dream reader.- I'm late, I'm late, I'm late.
-你遇到梦魔了没？ -是的，我遇到了！ - Are you encountering dream monsters?- Yes, I am!
然而他们不是什么该死的提线木偶，他们是意大利人。 And they're not fucking Muppets,let me tell you. They're Italians.
-有没有什么连贯的谈话？ -一直都是，Mel。 - You have any coherent conversations?- All the time, Mel,
但是不是因为安眠药的作用，我很清楚。 but it's not sleeping pills. I'm totally clean.
顺便说下，Tony明天你能吧热水瓶带来吗？ By the way, bring the thermos in tomorrow,will you, Tony?
这听起来像深度控制阶段，老兄。 This sounds like deep control aggression, man.
我的意思是，你生活有很多问题吗？ I mean, you having a lot of problems in your life?
对，我总是遇到麻烦 Yeah, all I have are problems,
现在我现实生活中的女朋友也出现在梦里了。 and now my real-life girlfriend is showing up in my dreams.
暂时忘掉你的烦恼怎样？ What about getting away for a few days?You know, sometimes getting away
有时候忘掉你生活中那些烦恼，这有助于理顺你的梦。 from your waking-life problems,it clears your dreams.
不行啊，我忘不掉。 I can't, not in any real way.
-明天中午在我工作室见。 -没问题。 - Meet me tomorrow at noon at the studio. - Fine.
-我们有地方去了。 -OK，去哪？ - We'll go somewhere.- Okay, where?
我带你去次区域旅行。中午到。 I'll take you on a field trip. Be there at noon.
区域旅行。 Field trip.
看看你们现在多放松，美女们，伙计们…… See how relaxed you're getting?Girlfriends, man...
我告诉你。 Let me tell you something.
从1966年开始我就一直没有谈过恋爱。 I haven't had a real-life relationship since 1966.
你应该享受这段时间，拥抱你的自由。 You should enjoy this time.Embrace your freedom.
放松大于一切。 And more than anything, relax.
这个是高枕的，这个不错，试试这个床，很不错。 It's a pillow-top. This is good.Try this bed. It's good.
我曾经认为每个人都是他自己的宇宙的中心。 I used to really believe that everybody was at the center of their own universe.
就像我们就是太阳，其他人绕着我们转。 You know, like we're all suns being orbited by the people in our lives.
但准确的说，如果事不顺心， But at a certain point, if things don't go your way,
也许最好就是跟着某人或者某些好的东西绕着他转。 maybe it's better just to pick someone or something great and just orbit that.
-知道吗？ -我觉得我跟Dora在一起就是这种感觉。 - You know?- I felt like that's what I was doing with Dora.
有时候我真希望你一直睡下去永远不会醒来。 Sometimes I wish you could just hit the sack and never wake up.
如果你最喜欢的歌一直不停，或者你喜欢的书不会完结， If your favorite song never ended or your best book never closed,
如果情感的交织可以跟着那些东西一直持续下去 if the emotions mustered from these things would just go on and on,
谁不想一直在梦里？ who wouldn't want to stay asleep?
现在，要是谁可以发明那个永恒的梦境， Now, the guy who discovers that perpetual dream,
他就是我的偶像 he's my man.
他将会成为亿万富翁。 He's going to make a billion dollars.
我要告诉你Gary，你要释放你的压抑。 I gotta tell you, Gary,hanging out with you is pretty depressing.
-我知道，抱歉。 -我想我要去小睡会。 - I know. I'm sorry.- Think I'm going to go take a nap.
-别，拜托！我们去吃点东西。 -不，我没胃口。 - No, come on. Let me get you some food.- No, I got no appetite.
-拜托…… -不，我要逃了。 - Please. - No, I'm going to jog it off.
-好吧。 -当心点。 - Okay.- Watch this.
我知道这很疯狂，但是就是她，我对天发誓。 I know it's crazy, but this is her.I swear to God.
7本杂志上都有她。我简直要疯了！ In, like, seven magazines.I'm flipping out here!
-我看得出来。 -真是超现实，但就是Anna。 - I can see that.- This is surreal. But this is Anna.
什么？你还给她取名了？ What, you've given her a name?
我没有给她取什么，那就是她的名字。 I haven't given her anything.That's her name.
她绝对够辣，就是这么回事。 She is absolutely hot as shit,it's got to be said.
这不仅只是发生在生活中那么简单，Paul。这一定预示着什么。 This doesn't just happen in life, Paul.This means something.
就像是命运的驱使。这是命运！ This is like a motivating force of destiny.This is fate!
-那么，她真名叫什么？ -好吧，这就是问题所在。 - So what's her real-life name?- Well, that's the trouble.
这些杂志上没有一本提到什么关于她的。 None of these magazines have any credits or anything.
我希望也许你能够帮我找到她。 I was hoping that maybe you could help me track her down.
你知道是怎么回事不？你曾经见过这个女的 Do you know what's happened?You've seen this woman in,
在Dora的杂志上，或者广告牌上什么的。 like, one of Dora's magazines,or on a billboard or something like that.
然后她就这样印在了你的脑海里，是这样吧？ And that's how she's got inside your head, right?
我看了一本那些关于梦的书， I was reading one of those dream books,
里面说我们所有的梦都是源于真实生活中的某处。 and it said that all of our dreams have a basis in reality somewhere.
-抱歉，什么书？ -嗯，是…… - Sorry, what book?- So that's...
你什么时候开始看书了？ When did you start reading a book?
好吧，你不借给我，我就自己去找了本。 Well, you didn't lend me yours, did you?I had to go out and find my own.
我买了本Alan Weigert的，你听说过没？ I bought Alan Weigert, you know?
我只是想知道怎样才能让你好过点。 I just want to understand what you're going through a bit better.
-效果怎样？ -真的，真的很好。 - So how's that working out?- Really, really good.
-实际上，你还记得Keppel那对双胞胎姐妹不？ -当然。 - Actually, you remember the Keppel twins?- Yeah.
-昨晚我上了Sandy. -Jenny比较漂亮。 - I fucked Sandy last night.- Jenny was the good-looking one.
她在旁边看着。 She watched.
听着，不要传出去，知道吗？ 我去帮你查。 Listen, I've got this covered, all right? I'm on it.
别睡觉了！ Stop sleeping!
起床了！ Get out of bed!
我知道你在睡觉，你个龌龊男。 I know you're sleeping, you fucked up mess.
喂？ Hello?
拜托。喂？ Come on. Hello?
好吧，听着，起床后洗个澡，下午两点见面，OK？ All right, look, just get out of bed, shower,and meet me at 2:00 p.m., okay?
记得刷牙。拜。 And brush your teeth. Bye.
你生活中有很多事情你要感谢我，OK？ There are a lot of things in your life that you owe me for, okay?
但是这次 But this one
将会是最大的一次。 will be the biggest one of all time.
她叫做Melodia，我在“The Greatest Refreshment on Earth.”中雇了她。 Her name is Melodia and I've hired her as "The Greatest Refreshment on Earth."
嗨，Melodia。你好。 Hi, Melodia. Hello.
我想让你见见我一个最好的朋友 I just wanted you to meet a very good friend of mine
和我一起工作的音乐家。 这位是Gary Sheller。 who's a musician I work with.This is Gary Sheller.
-你好，很高兴见到你。 -HI。 - Hello. Nice to meet you.- Hi.
很高兴见到你。 Nice to meet you.
好。 Just as good.
Gary为我们很多商业广告创作配乐。 Gary composes a lot of the music for the commercials we do.
如果这次的广告要上电视的话 And if this goes to a TV commercial,
还是会由他来配乐。 he'll be doing that, too.
但是就是由于他今天看到你在这里 But it's actually his fault that you're here today
因为他看到你之后说广告名要改为"That is the face of refreshment." because he saw you and said,"That is the face of refreshment."
我总是听Gary的。 And I always listen to Gary.
酷毙了。 Sweet.
-谢谢你，Gary。 -别客气，这是你应得的。 - Thank you, Gary.- You're welcome. You deserve it.
为什么？ Why?
因为你很棒。 Because you're great.
这个广告的配乐是你写的么？ Did you write the music for this?
这个什么？ This what?
这个。 This.
不是…… Not really...
写给这个拍照？ Write for the photo shoot?
-他有写了。 -对，我写了。 - He wrote it.- Yeah, I wrote it.
酷。 Cool.
今晚你一起来吃晚餐不？ Are you coming to the dinner tonight?
-什么晚餐？ -他回来的。 - What dinner? - He's coming.
酷。 Cool.
也许你可以给我留个位置。 Maybe you can save me a seat.
你会留吧？ Will you do that?
当然，我会的。 Yeah, I'll do that.
-酷。 -OK。 - Cool.- Okay.
-好吧，听着…… -OK。 - Well, listen...- Okay.
非常感谢你抽时间跟我们说话 Thank you very much for your time,
你今天拍得很棒。 and you're doing some great stuff today.
-Gary，待会见。 -好。 - See you later, Gary. - Yeah.
Gary，这是Karl Heinz，他是Melodia的前夫 Gary, meet Karl Heinz.He's Melodia's ex-husband.
她恨我。这是段没有信赖的婚姻。 She hates me.It was a marriage of dependence.
她需要一个过渡，然而我…… She needed a passport and I needed to be...
折磨？就像被训斥？ Punished? As in scolded?
对，就像被雪茄烫一样。 Yeah, like burned with a cigar.
-我需要他。 -好吧，她会来的，我发誓。 - I need him, don't I?- Well, she'll be here, I swear.
-嘿。 -嘿，她来了。 - Hey.- Hey, there she is!
女士的时刻到了。 The lady of the moment.
-你好。 -欢迎欢迎欢迎。 - Hello. - Welcome, welcome, welcome.
-让开Karl Heinz，别碰我！ -你好啊，野蛮公主。 - Move, Karl Heinz. Don't touch me!- Hello, warrior princess.
我以为你走了。 I thought maybe you'd left.
走？不，我还以为你不会出现。 Left? No.I thought maybe you weren't turning up.
这是我最好的朋友Naresta。 That's my best friend, Naresta.
-你好，HI,HI。 -HI。 - Hello. Hi, hi.- Hi.
她以前在巴西杀过一个人。 She killed a guy once in Brazil.
给我来两杯龙舌兰酒和一杯皇家基尔。 Hi, can I have two shots of tequila and a Kir Royale?
那么…… So...
-Gary，你对什么感兴趣？ -我感兴趣的啊…… - So, what are you into, Gary? - What am I into?
我不知道，你呢？ I don't know. What are you into?
活着就行，你知道，还有永远年轻。 Just being alive, you know,and staying young.
这里年轻，头脑年轻，不单只是看起来，无所谓。 Young here, minded, not in a looks way.I don't care.
我喜欢我的屁股，我喜欢我的皱纹，我喜欢我的人生。 I like my hips. I like my wrinkles.I'm into life, you know?
我感觉我想要吸干一切东西的汁液 I feel like I just want to suck every drop of juice out of it
然后弄死他然后爽到晕。 and then fuck it to death and pass out.
那你呢？ And you?
好吧，我真没做过任何事像那样 Well, I haven't really done anything like that,
你知道，爱到死去活来，但是…… you know, to death yet, but...
-对，我喜欢像这类的东西。 -像什么？ - Yeah, I love a lot of stuff like that.- Like what?
就像你刚才说的那些。 Like the things that you were just saying.
但是你到底喜欢什么？ But what do you like?
-我喜欢做梦。 -做梦？ - I like dreams.- Dreams?
对，就是当你睡觉时做的那些梦。 Dreams, like, you know, when you're asleep.
酷，我从来没想到过这些。 Cool. I never thought of that.
你都梦到些什么？ What do you dream about?
我梦到很多东西 I dream about lots of things,
但是我更感兴趣于控制我的梦，老实说。 but really I'm more concerned with controlling my dreams, to be honest.
控制他们的发展。 Controlling them how?
-怎么控制？ -通过是他们变得超现实…… - How? - By making them unravel...
-你没事吧？ -是的，我没事。 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm fine.
通过使他们变得虚幻 By unraveling them
用我想要的方式，明白吗？ in a way that I want, you know?
你经常做春梦吗？ Do you have a lot of sex dreams?
当然，是的。 I do, yeah.
酷。 Cool.
上帝，她太美了。 God, she's so pretty.
我花钱从来没遇到过那么漂亮的。 I've never had anyone that pretty without having to pay for it.
你有告诉她Checkpoint Carlos是你写的么？ Did you tell her you wroteCheckpoint Carlos?
-我说是我们一起写的。 -不，是一起写的，Pual。 - I said we co-wrote it.- No, we took co-credit, Paul.
我都不记得我说了什么了，不论怎样，你欠我一个大人情。 I can't even remember what I said, okay? Anyway, you owe me big-time.
是的，我知道。 Yes, I know.
-她美到不可思议。 -我知道。 - She's pretty amazing.- I know.
今晚在我梦里肯定很棒。 Certainly giving me a little bit of ammo for my dreams tonight.
别这么说，也不要那么做，为什么你不…… Don't say that. And don't do that.Why would you...
-你不会真的去那么做，是不是？ -只是个梦。 - You're not going to do that, are you?- It's a dream.
就像我不会真的跟你上床，不是么？ It's not like I'm going to fuck you, is it?
对，但是这不单只是个梦，至少不是你说的那样。 Yeah, but it's not a dream, though, is it?At least not in the sense that you mean.
-她看起来好像有点随便。 -是吗？ - Her look is sort of wrong, though.- Her look?
-你没事后吧？ -嗯，没事，你怎样？ - Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm fine. How are you?
天啊。我想她有点喜欢我。 Good. I think she likes me a little bit.
你为什么要这么说？ Why would you say that?
我感觉是这样。 I sense that.
你不会真的想采取行动吧？ You're not going to do anything about it,are you?
不不，我只是觉得她是那种谁都喜欢的女孩，比较随便。 No, no. I just mean she's, you know,the kind of girl that likes everyone.
她真的在那，她说她想体验任何东西。 She's just really out there. She said she wants to experience everything.
好吧，这就是为什么我喜欢她，她跟Dora完全相反。 Well, that's why I like her.She's the exact opposite of Dora.
噢，上帝。 Oh, God.
没错！ Yes!
听着，我得走了，在我想跟你女朋友上床前。 Listen, I'm going to go before I fuck your girlfriend.
你为什么这样对我，Pual？ Why are you doing this to me, Paul?
你是对的，你是对的。我等到我睡着。 You're right, you're right.I'll wait till I'm asleep.
听着，明天我打电话给你，我会告诉你发生了什么 Listen, I will call you tomorrow and I'll tell you what happened
-我们可以比较一下想法。 -别这样做，拜托！ - and we can compare notes.- Don't do this, please.
-太棒了，Melody你是个大明星，拜拜。 -再见，Paul。 - It'll be great. Melody, you're a star. Bye-bye.- Ciao, Paul.
-再见，Gary。 -好吧。 - See you, Gary.- Yeah.
-你想要喝一杯吗？ -可以。 - Do you want to get a drink?- Sure.
跟你说话的那些人是谁？ Who were those guys you were talking to?
一个是曾经一起工作的时装设计师，其他的我不认识。 One's a stylist I used to work with and the other I don't know.
-但是他们是同性恋。 -没错，好像有点别扭。 - But they're gay. - Right, they seemed kind of dickie.
他们没恶意的，我们走吧。 They're harmless. Let's go.
你喜欢这地方吗？ Do you like this place?
是啊，这里还不错。 Yeah, it's not bad.
你的头发有扎起来过吗？ Do you ever wear your hair back?
我头发怎么了？ What's wrong with my hair?
没，没，没什么，我只是觉得那样可能会很好看。 No, no, it's nothing.I just think it might look good.
没有。 No.
没有过。 Not really.
嗯，这样很好。 Yeah, that's nice.
是的，主人。 Yes, Master.
还有什么需要我按你的喜好来改变吗？ Anything else I can change about myself to your liking?
今天算了，你很完美。 No, not today. You are perfect.
甚至全是拉链和…… Even with all the zippers and...
-你不喜欢我的衣服？ -不，你衣服很棒。 - You don't like my clothes?- No, the clothes are great.
我是说你的夹克，我相当…… I meant your jacket, which actually I...
我喜欢，它非常…… I like. It's very...
很神秘。 Very backstage.
好吧，我们聊聊你的风格吧？ Well, should we get into your style?
我很抱歉。 I'm sorry.
我喜欢那夹克。 I like the jacket.
-没事的，你完全可以说实话。 -我并不是很喜欢你这件夹克了。 - It's okay, you can say what you want.- I'm not really crazy about the jacket.
老天爷！ Jesus Christ!
怎么了？你刚才不是说要我说实话的吗？ What? You just said I could say what I want.
-你是不是很古怪？ -你这是什么意思？ - Are you weird?- What do you mean?
你喝醉了？ Are you drunk?
没啊，我没醉。我只是想开心一下。 No, of course I'm not drunk. I just want to have a nice time. Let's have some fun.
抱歉，能给我两杯龙舌兰酒和一杯白酒吗？ Sorry, can I have two shots of tequila and a white wine?
-好的，这里禁止吸烟。 -酷，好的。 - Yeah. You can't smoke that in here.- Cool, okay.
喝了这些我不能再喝了。 I can't have another one of those shots.
我没有叫你的。 I didn't order you one.
别生气，我只是开玩笑。 Please don't be mad. I was kidding.
半吊子的玩笑。 Half-kidding.
我只是想让你看起来很棒。 I just want you to look great.
-我想我没说错什么，我只是想…… -别说了。 - I don't think that's wrong, that I want you...- Stop talking.
我不是故意的，我的意图是好的。 I don't mean it in a bad way, okay?I mean it in a good way.
因为我知道你看起来有多棒。 Because I know how great you could look.
如果你穿着紧身衣看起来就像梦幻般。 I know how fantastic you would look in a white tuxedo.
什么？ What?
-你疯了。 -我没疯。 - You're crazy.- I'm not crazy.
没错，你是个疯子，你真失败。 Yeah, you're crazy. You're a loser.
-神经病。 -神经病。 - Psychotic.- Psychotic.
嘿！嘿！ Hey! Hey!
你这是在干什么？你不能就这样走出酒吧！ What are you doing?You can't just walk out of the bar!
请别指挥我怎么做。 Don't tell me what to do, please.
OK，好好，你能不能告诉我，我做错了什么？ Okay, well, would you mind telling mewhat I've done?
你为什么生气？ Why are you being mean?
生气？ Mean?
生气？我都还不怎么认识你，老兄。 Mean? I don't even know you, man.
我意思说，我觉得你很好，我们可以成为朋友 I mean, I just thought you were nice and we could be friends
然后在一起会很快乐 and have a good time together.
我真不想承认你跟那些傻X一样。 I didn't really think you were one of those douchebag guys.
-但是你确实是。 -傻X？ - But clearly you are.- A douchebag?
你之前用过这么个词？什么是傻X？ Have you ever even said that word before?What's "douchebag"?
-我不是傻X！ -我不想再继续说了，好吗？ - I'm not a douchebag.- I don't want to talk anymore, okay?
我要回家。 I'm going home.
你让我觉得我像是在跟你分手， You're making me feel like I have to break up with you,
然而我甚至并不了解你。 and I don't even know you.
再见，Gary。 Goodbye, Gary.
拜托。 Come on.
胡扯。 Bullshit.
你以为那是我？ You think that's me out there?
Gary你真是陀屎，你知道吗？ You're a real piece of shit, Gary.You know that?
我一定是在做梦。 I've been sleeping.
噢，操！ Oh, fuck!
老天！ Jesus!
Gary，你好吗？ Gary. How are you?
我快崩溃了。你怎样？ I'm a wreck. How are you?
噢，酷，我很好。快进来。 Oh, cool. I'm fine. I mean, come on in.
-谢了。 -嗯。 - Thank you. - Yeah.
-抱歉这里很乱。 -没事。 - Excuse the mess.- Okay.
嗯，我刚才…… Yeah, I was just...
梦到个兔女郎在捏我的脚趾 Funny little rabbit girl I dreamed up was nipping at my toes and then
然后你就敲门了。 you were at the door.
嗯。 Yeah.
你女朋友回来没有？ Did your girlfriend come back?
没，电话也没打来过。 No, she hasn't called or anything.
-你看起来不是很好。 -难道不是么？ - You don't look so good.- No?
我真不知道该怎么说了，我就快崩溃了，知道吗。 I don't even know what to say, Mel.Look, I'm falling apart, you know?
这是隔音的？ Is that soundproofing?
没错，里面塞着棉花。 Yeah. It's got cotton behind it.
沉迷了，对吧？ Swallowed up, right?
你感觉一切都是真的 You feel like everything real is
在梦里 in there
然而现实中只是浪费时间 and all this out here is just a waste of time.
你必须向前看，老兄你年纪也不小了。 This is what you got to look forward to,man, in your old age.
我现在什么都做不了。 I can't do anything anymore.
我让你失望了。 I let you down. I let you down.
人最怕的就是孤独，老兄。 The human default setting is loneliness, man.
悲伤就是见证。 Sadness is a guarantee.
像你这类人的烦心事 People like you have all these great distractions,
女朋友啊，工作或者其他狗屁东西。 girlfriends and jobs and shit.
所有这些烦心事都来自恼的人生活 And all these distractions from unhappiness equal life.
我也会有这些烦恼 I don't have any of those things.
换言之，我也经历过 In some ways, my cross to bear,
我珍爱我的自由 in others, my freedom to cherish.
你看到这些东西没，这些…… You see all this stuff? This...
我的过去未来都躺在那堆东西里。 My past and future lie in these stacks.
我总是寻找新鲜东西 I'm always looking for something new.
我收藏有多洛米蒂山上的鹰巢 I've saved eagles' nests high in the Dolomites
在伊卡洛斯的完美翅膀上 on Icarus' perfected wings.
我和埃及女王一起睡在一桶无花果中 I bedded Cleopatra in a tub of figs.
感觉并不比从阿斯托里亚来的小卒坏。 Not bad for a schlub from Astoria.
Mel，我该怎么做？ What should I do, Mel?
我看着你 I see it in you.
就像在看着一面镜子 It's like looking in a mirror.
我知道你有多迷惑 I know how lost you are.
嘿，老兄…… Hey, man...
如果你想脱身，你要做的就是告别。 If you want out, all you've got to do is say goodbye.
-你他妈的在这里干嘛？ -真他妈见鬼！ - What the fuck did you do to this place?- Fucking hell!
-老天爷！你能不能别这样做。 -这是…… - Jesus Christ! You can't do that to people.- This is...
我已经在这里有45分钟了想弄清楚这是怎么回事。 I've been in here for 45 minutes trying to find anything.
你他妈差点把我吓死！ I don't give a shit that I'm not 70.You could have fucking killed me there!
噢，上帝！ Oh, God!
-我不知道你今天会回来。 -是的，Gary知道。 - I didn't know you were coming back today. - Yes, you did, Gary.
-我不知道。 -你疯了吗？ - I didn't.- Are you a complete lunatic?
好吧，你已经100%的迷失了。 Okay, you have 100% lost it.
好吧，听着，我必须处理那些噪音好不好？ Okay, listen. I had to do something about the noise, right?
我根本就睡不着，我…… 你还好吗？ I couldn't sleep. I... How are you?
那些噪音是从你脑子里发出来的，你明白没有？ The noise is in your head.Do you understand that?
-不是。那是纽约发出来的。 -疯了简直是！ - No, it's not. The noise is in New York.- This is really crazy!
我真不敢相信你把整个卧室都封了起来 I can't believe you've covered
-整个卧室全是这些鬼东西！ -我知道，我知道。 - the entire bedroom with this stuff!- I know, I know.
我很抱歉，我会拆掉的。 I'm sorry. I'm going to bring it down.I'll take it down.
我们的保证金是不可能拿回来了的！ We're never getting our security deposit back, by the way!
-一路上怎么样？ -难以置信。 - How was the trip?- Unbelievable.
一路都很顺利，非常感谢。 -我帮画廊签下了一幅绝美的画。 The trip was great, thank you very much.I signed a fantastic painter to the gallery.
我准备跟他一起举办一个我的画展，还有另外一个画家。 I'm going to curate my own show with him and another painter.
和他？一个男的？ With him? He's a man. He's a man?
一个男画家？ A man painter?
-什么？一个戴着帽子的男画家？ -你怎么…… - What, a man painting with a hat on? - What are you...
-看到我之后变口吃了？ -没有。 - You developed a stutter since I saw you?- No.
我刚回到家5分钟，你的问题已经变得那么无聊了。 I've been home for five minutes, the questions are already boring.
你从哪回来？反正在这段时间。 Where are you coming from, anyway,at this hour?
我出去吃早餐回来，我睡不着。 I'm coming from having breakfast outside,because I'm not sleeping.
你对我发什么脾气？ Why are you so mad at me?
你是对的，行了吧？ You're right, okay?
你是对的，抱歉，我没有发脾气，我只是…… You're right. I'm sorry. I'm not mad. I just...
这一切我都麻痹了 This whole thing reeks of paralysis.
我得去Terry家待一段时间，好吗？ I need to go and stay at Terry's for a while, okay?
这地方简直就是个灾难！ This place is a disaster zone!
对，我知道。我刚要打电话给女管家，她可以清理掉。 Yeah, I know. I was going to call the housekeeper. She can vacuum.
听着，跟我说说这次的旅程。 Look, tell me about the trip.
你想要我告诉你什么Gary？ 旅途很好，行了吧？ What do you want me to tell you, Gary?It was great, okay?
能再次找回自己感觉很好。 It was nice to feel like myself again.
我很高兴自己不用打电话，也不用接电话。 I liked not having to call.I liked that the phone didn't ring.
我得走了，如果这个星期你想要吃晚餐或者什么…… I'm going to go, all right? If you want to have dinner or whatever this week...
是你男朋友，Paul。 It's your boyfriend, Paul.
回个话啊，Gary？ Give me the report. Gary?
收声，收声。 Stop talking. Stop talking.
Dora，Dora等等！ 拜托。 Dora. Dora, wait! Come on.
-Gary你来这里干什么？ -你的新男朋友在这里？ - What are you doing here, Gary?- Is your new boyfriend here?
我要打爆他那该死的臭脸。 I'm going to smash his goddamn face in.
这是什么？这里怎么回事？ What is this? What's going on here?
你想见见Vincent吗？ Would you like to meet Vincent?
你看起来很好。 You look great.
你要去哪？ Where are you going?
告诉你男朋友，不管他跑去哪，他死定了！我马上回来！ Tell your boyfriend, wherever he is,he's dead! I'm coming back!
喂？ Hello?
Dora?
她在Terry家，我知道她在那。我有话跟她说。 She is at Terry's. I know she's at Terry's.I need to speak to her.
-她不知道发生了什么事。 -别把我拖下水，求你了。 - She doesn't know what's been going on. - Please don't drag me into this mess.
-好不好？ -我没把你拖下水。 - All right? - I'm not dragging you into anything.
-你有打电话给Terry吗？ -我打过一次给她好吧。 - Have you called Terry?- I called her once, okay?
就是看看她是不是自杀了，她一直没有回我电话。 Just to check that she hadn't killed herself, and she never called me back.
也许她死了，但是我不这样认为。因为她上诉要离婚。 So maybe she's dead, you know. But I don't think so, 'cause she's filed for divorce.
我知道Dora在那里Paul。我们一起去找她看看怎么回事好不好？ I know Dora's there, Paul.Can we just go find her and see?
-她们会让你进去的，那仍然是你的公寓。 -你真的烦死了。 - They'll let you in. It's still your apartment. - I really hate you, you know?
你只有在帮你的时候才对我好。 You're only nice to me when I do things for you.
-我一直对你很好。 -嗯，今天就饶了我吧，好不好？ - I'm always nice to you. - Well, be extra nice to me today, okay?
我今天情绪很不稳定。 I'm in a sensitive mood today.
这样，我们互换下角色，我是你，神经紧张，沮丧 In fact, let's swap places. I'll be you, sensitive, depressed,
然后你来扮演我，OK？ and you can be me, okay?
你感觉我现在怎样？ So what am I like?
-你真的想知道？ -去你妈的。 - Do you really want to know? - Fuck you.
Paul，我找不到Dora的任何东西 Paul, I can't see any of Dora's stuff.
-没有牙刷，什么都没有。 -我们得快点离开。 - There's no toothbrushes or nothing.- We should get out of here, you know,
在这让我紧张死了。 because this could really screw up the settlement.
-你检查留言了吗？ -没有，我只想离开这里。 - Did you check messages?- No. I want to get out of here.
-这里勾起我太多回忆了，我受不了。 -就看一下。 - There's just too many memories, all right?- Just do it.
-按哪个键？ -好吧，那个。 - What do I press here?- All right, that.
嘿，Terry。我是Randy。 Hey, Terry. This is Randy.
我只是想告诉你我昨晚很开心。 I just wanted to tell youwhat a good time I had last night.
倒回去！他妈的Randy是谁？ Wind that back! Who the fuck is Randy?
冷静点！ 我听不到说什么了。 Please be quiet.I can't hear the next message.
你认识有谁叫Randy的吗？我不认识！ Do you know any Randys? I don't know any Randys!
你知道吗？如果真有那么个Randy And you know what? If there is such a thing as a Randy, he's the kind of man
是那种挖墙脚的。我要疯了Gary，我发誓！ that digs and chops wood. I'm going to be sick, Gary, I swear.
我知道你在这里，Paul。 I know you're here, Paul.
门卫告诉我你进来了。 The doorman told me you just came in.
快出来，我不会生气。 Come out and I won't be mad.
你到底有没有跟一个叫Randy的贱人上床？ Did you or did you not fuck a lumberjack by the name of Randy?
这不关你的事。 That is none of your business.
这么说是了？ Is that a yes?
-我没这么说。 -噢，他妈的…… - I'm not answering that.- Oh, for fuck's...
好吧……好吧…… Well... All right, well...
那什么，他经常去体育馆，是不是？ What, does he go to the gym all the time,does he?
什么？ What?
Randy送的？ From Randy?
我要强奸你。 I'm going to rape you.
- Hi, Terry.- Hi, Gary.
他不会强奸你的。 He is not going to rape you.
那我就放心了。 That's a relief.
你怎么样?Gary. How are you, Gary?
我很好，谢谢。我马上带他回去。 I'm okay, thanks.I'm going to take him home.
Dora来过在这里吗？ Is Dora staying here?
我不会告诉你们这两个小丑的。 I'm not saying anything to you clowns.
好吧，帮我告诉她我来过。 Well, if you could just tell her that we stopped by.
-走吧。 -我不走！她她伤透了我的心。 - Come on.- I'm not going! She's breaking my heart.
嘿！ Hey!
Paul!
嘿，我真不敢相信你居然那么狼狈。我还以你摆脱她了会很高兴。 Hey, I can't believe you're so upset.I thought you'd be glad to be rid of her.
我是很高兴。 I am.
我很高兴。 I am.
只是有的时候…… You know, in some ways...
我只是……我也不知道。 It's just... I don't know.
我想要她一辈子待在那个公寓， I want her to sit in that apartment for the rest of her life,
你知道，会想念我。 you know, just thinking about me.
我想要她知道我是最好的。 I want her to think about how, you know,I'm the best.
希望我会回心转意。也许我会的，我会回心转意。 And to be hoping that I might come back.And I might! I might come back.
如果没有什么比回到那那更好。 If there's nothing better out there.
我知道，这听起来很疯狂，但是我实在是受不了了。 I know, it sounds crazy,but this is too much for me.
我不想让她开心起来。 I don't want her to be happy.
我这样是不是很自私？ Does that make me selfish?
是的。 Yes.
嗯，我想是的Paul。 Yeah, I think it does, Paul.
我想这就是你想要的。 I thought this was everything you wanted.
是的，是的。 It is. It is.
我可不可以打电话给她？ Can I please call her?
别回去了。 Don't say goodbye.
你高兴吗？ Are you happy?
其实这让我感到无比悲伤。 This actually makes me so sad.
你很有才华。 You are talented.
我早就知道， I always knew it,
但是我喜欢亲眼看到。 but I love seeing it.
- 嘿, Lily。 -嘿，你要走了吗？ - Hey, Lily.- Hey. Have you been away?
不不不，我刚刚到。 No, no, no. I've been in.
你好啊，Gary。 What's up, Gary?
Hi.
Dora! Dora!
Dora!
Gary?
你在这里搞什么鬼？ What the hell are you doing here?
我来见见你，我想看看你的画展怎么样。 I came to see you.I wanted to see what your show was like.
-你怎么会突然出现？你个笨蛋！ -不，我不笨！ - Who just shows up? You're nuts!- No, I'm great!
Dora，我现在真的很好。 Dora, I'm really good now.
你要去哪？ Where are you going?
我们要去开幕式的晚餐。 We've got this big dinner for the opening.
-我可以去吗？ -我想可以吧。 - Can I go?- I mean, yeah, I guess.
这太奇怪了，我不敢相信你会在这出现。 This is so weird!I can't believe you just showed up.
不，这很不错！我们可以一起这样做很好。 No, it's cool!It's cool that we do these things together.
-你是谁？ -我马上就过去。 - Who are you?- I'll be there in two seconds.
Gary，你这样突然出现不能挽回什么的。 Gary, you can't just show up and save everything.
这难道不是重点吗？ Isn't that the point?
为什么不？ 那人是谁？ You know, why not? Who is that?
你想让我怎么说？ What do you want me to say?
你刚才听到了里面放的音乐了吗？ Did you hear the music that was playing inside just now?
嗯，好像听到了。 Yeah, I guess.
什么？你不喜欢？ What, you didn't like it?
我不知道，我没怎么注意听。 I don't know, I mean,I wasn't really listening.
我想要你听一听。 I wanted you to hear it.
我专门为你而写的。 I kind of wrote it for you.
真的？ You did?
是啊 。 Yeah.
请你能不能等我会…… Could you just... Wait one minute, please.
-等等。 - Gary！ - Just wait.- Gary!
这就是未来，就是现在。 This is the future. This is now.
这会改变你的人生。 This will change your life.
这是本好书。 It's a great read.
感觉很棒。 It's got a good feeling to it.
这全归功于Gary。 I owe it all to Gary.
嗯，我觉得那本书真的很有趣。相当有乐趣。 No, I think the book is really interesting.It's a great entertainment.
那不是Gary的本性，我觉得他是…… It's not what Gary was about.I mean, he was...
他总是很有生机，富有灵感 He was always so alive and inspired
渴望成功。我觉得，真的很神奇。 and wanted to succeed.I mean, it was amazing.
你跟Dora提过那本书吗？ Have you spoken to Dora about the book?
我觉得你应该…… I've come to think that you should...
你必须…… You have to...
不要听听起来像South Pacific的"You've got to have a dream."那样 Not wanting to sound like South Pacific,"You've got to have a dream."
你必须要有梦想。 You do have to have a dream.
老天会保佑真正想达到梦想的人。 But heaven help the person who actually achieves that.
就像是彩虹的尽头，你知道那里没有金币。 It's like the end of the rainbow,you know, the little pot of gold.
你知道它不在那里 You know it's not there,
但是却是个不错的信仰 but it's nice to believe in it
因为它真的给你指明了前进的道路。 because it actually gives youa direction to travel in.
出来晒晒太阳真好，温暖就不觉得痒了 It's nice to get a little sun.Warmth makes the itches go away.
Gary，里面有抗生素…… Gary, the antibiotics...
我想精神点。 I've got to live a little.
好吧。 Okay.
嘿，我借了条超长的电线，我们可以…… Hey, I brought this great big long extension cable so that we can...
下午我们可以把电视拉出来放在这 This afternoon, we can pull the TV out,we can put it right there,
我们可以再看一次Dylan的纪录片。 and we can watch the Dylan documentary again.
真有心。 Good man.
你很快就可以下地走路了，老兄。 You're going to be on your feet really soon, buddy.
我不希望，我喜欢被服侍着。 I hope not. I like being waited on.
-你要戴太阳镜吗？ -不用，我很好，亲爱的。 - Do you want me to get your sunglasses?- No, I'm great, hon.
我应该弄瘸我的腿。 I should break my leg.
现在，听着 Now, listen.
我听说我们星期五一定要开始给专辑混音了。 I heard yesterday we're going to definitely start mixing the album on Friday.
-噢，很好。 -如果你能的话，最好来一下。 - Oh, great. - So try and come along if you can.
-我会的。我瘸着走去。 -瘸着…… - I will. I'll hobble over.- Hobble over.
谁啊…… Speaking of which...
--你要去哪？ -我要伸展一下筋骨，出去走走。 - Where are you going?- I should stretch it out and walk on it.
这是恢复训练的一部分。 It's part of the regimen.
-要我陪你一起吗？ -不用，我自己去就可以了。 - You want me to go with you - No, no. It's good for me to do it alone.
如果是个男孩，给他取名叫Gary，你觉得呢？ If he's a boy, he'll be Gary. What do you think?
小心点啊。 Take it easy.
我会的。 I will.
我爱你。 I love you.
我也爱你。 I love you,too.